我不是你的黑鬼

非常有深度的一部纪录片。我一直都想要了解，黑人的故事，而这部纪录片，无疑是非常好的切入点。这部纪录片给我最深的感受之一，就是艺术。音乐、采访、电影片段、旁白的完美结合，充满了平静的悲伤，充满了艺术冲撞。让我不由得一次次赞叹穿插在其中的背景音乐和各种采访、演讲、电影片段，那么扣人心弦，那么融为一体。 我看这部纪录片实在是看得很慢，因为我总会忍不住把其中一些段落一句一句暂停下来抄录下来。甚至有的句子当时看过去了，没有记下来，看了十几分钟二十几分钟还是牵肠挂肚，只好再倒回去重新记录下来。这旁白的口吻像极了我们综英5里面的第一篇，The Fourth of July，那种淡淡的带着平静的，隐藏着巨大悲伤和信念的口吻。很遗憾没有在学这篇之前看到这部纪录片，不然学这篇文章的时候大概会有更深的感悟。也很庆幸发现了这部纪录片，让我更深的了解黑人了历史，黑人的苦难。

我所能做的，就是多听，多看，多感受，多去探寻这个世界的深处，那些我从未看到过的角落，那里发生过什么，正在发生什么，将会发生什么……

还有一个很大的收获，是我对美国人历来注重隐私的习惯有了一种理解，也就是片中所说的，I always been struck , in America, by an emotional poverty so bottomless and a terror of human life of human touch so deep that virtually no American appears able to achieve any viable organic connection between his public stance and his private life.

其他的一些话也非常动人，

Force does not work the way is advocates think in fact it does. It does not, for example, reveal to the victim the strength of the adversary. On the contrary, it reveals the weakness, even the panic of the adversary. And this revelation invests the victim with passion. To watch the TV screen for any length of time, it's to learn some really frightening things about the American sense of reality, We are cruelly trapped between what we would like to be and what we actually are. And we can't possibly become what we would like to be until we are willing to ask ourselves just why the lives we lead On this continent are mainly so empty, so tame and so ugly. These images are designed not to trouble, but to reassure. They also weaken our ability to deal with the world as it is. Ourselves as we are. The root of black man's hatred is rage.黑人的仇恨根源来自愤怒 The root of the white man's hatred is terror.白人的仇恨根源是恐惧。 The question is really a kind of apathy and ignorance , which is the price we pay for segregation, that's what segregation means. You don't know what happening the other side of the wall because you don't want to know.